Blame It On The Pain Episode 56
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π§ Blame It On The Pain FIFTY SIX:
Alyssa is smiling from ear to ear and I swear, sheβs absolutely radiant. Her dimple is out and her eyes are gleaming. You wouldnβt even know that she barely slept the night before.
βSheβs beautifulβ¦isnβt she?β some deep voice says. I turn around to face the man whoβs not only interrupting my thoughts but is checking out my girlfriend.
Heβs about an inch or two shorter than me, he looks about maybe 15 years older than me; and heβs wearing a gray suit that looks vaguely familiar.
He looks to be a professional of some sort, so itβs kind of odd to see him hanging around some hole in the wall bar.
For once, I decide to remain calm. Of course, I want to punch the guyβ¦but the reality is that heβs only admiring how beautiful Alyssa is.
As much as I hate it, sheβs going to catch the eye of other men. I canβt go around beating up most of the male population.
βSheβs gorgeous,β I tell him. I silently add βand all mineβ to the statement.
He stands next to me and watches her through the glass. Heβs got about another 10 seconds to get his fill before I take back my previous thoughts about not punching him.
My handβs ball at my sides when I see that his eyes still havenβt moved off of her.
Then he says something that makes my insides twist. βYou know, I preferred her as a blonde.
She looked more innocent that way. But thereβs something to be said about the darker hair. It really brings out those eyes of hers. I think I like it.β
I snarl and shove him against the glass. He gives me a smirk and flips the inside of his suit jacket open, revealing a badge. βCareful, Jackson.
You donβt want to go to jail for assaulting an officer.β The corners of his eyes crinkle. βNot that it would be your first time in a jail cellβ¦now would it?β
I look at the badge and struggle not to lose my sht. Ford. Special Agent Ford fking Baker to be exactβ¦what the fk kind of name is that, anyway?
I grit my teeth because itβs the name belonging to the man who had his hands all over my girl that night. The man whoβs fked my girl before. The man my girl said she loved.
To hβll with it. Iβm taking my chances and punΒ’hing the ba$tard. One solid punΒ’h, thatβs all I need to feel better.
He seems to sense my thoughts because he holds up his hands and says, βDeLuca wouldnβt like it if you ended up in jail. You know that as well as I do, son.β
I grab a hold of the hood to my sweatshirt so I have someplace to put my hands for the time beingβ¦because being wrapped around his neckβ¦is looking real good right about now.
I decide to h it him with a low-blow of my own. βSon,β I snort. βIβm only 3 years older than her. So tell me, did you call Alyssa your daughter when you fked her, you pe rvert?β
His nostrils flare before he says, βNo, I was too busy calling her a whβre instead.β
Thatβs. Fking. It.
I lunge at him and my hands tighten around his thr oat. I donβt give a fk about DeLuca right now, Iβm never going to stand by and let some piece of shit call my girl a whβre.
He makes a Β’hoking sound, and his beady blue eyes begin popping out of his head.
Then it occurs to me. Alyssa might be able to understand and accept the first mu rder I committedβ¦but Iβm not so sure sheβll forgive me for this one.
Begrudgingly, I let go of his throat. He collapses on the pavement and gasps for air.
βId!ot,β he croaks. βI came here to offer you a deal.β
I bend down and laugh hard in his face. βA deal?β I laugh again. βFk your deal and fk you. Thereβs nothing you could offer me that I would want.β I gesture toward the window and give him a cocky smile. βOr that I donβt already have.β
He stands up straight and makes a face. Looks like Iβm not the only one trying to restrain myself now. And boy do I want the fker to h it me. I want him to h it me so I can wipe the pavement with him.
He fixes his tie and looks through the window again. βWhat about a life with Alyssa,β he whispers.
βAlready have that, β I reply.
I fight the urge to tell him certain details about our life together- like how I was the first one to ever make her come, or how great her as s looked when I took her from behind this morning after liΒ’king her sweet thing.
And most important of all; the way her face lights up when she tell me that she loves me.
He clears his throat and faces me. βI think you know what I mean.β
βNope.β
βThen youβve taken one too many h its to the head,β he growls. βDo you think you can actually provide a life for her? The kind of life that she deserves?β
Iβm not going to let him know how much that comment gets to me so instead I reply, βI can give Alyssa anything that she wants. And if I canβtβIβll find a way to make it happen.β
βYeah. But in how many years, Jackson?β he gripes. βIf youβre even still alive by the time your deal with DeLuca is up. If you even last that long in the cage.β
The fact that he knows about DeLucaβs underground fi ght club unnerves me.
It occurs to me that for all I know, he has a wire on him and Iβm sure as fk not giving DeLuca up.
I roll my shoulders back. βI have no idea what youβre talking about.
I donβt know who this DeLuca is that youβre referencing and I know absolutely nothing about this cage youβre referring to.
Now, if you continue to talk to or question me without a lawyer present thereβs going to be a problem.β
He pinches the bridge of his nose. βIβm not wearing a fucking wire. Iβm just trying to help you.β He gestures toward the window. βBut most of all, help her.β
βShe doesnβt need your help. She has me now.β
βFor how long?β
βLong enough to spend a lifetime with her and grow old with her.β
He snorts. βQuite some fairytale youβre living in.β
I look at him out of the corner of my eye. βIβll do whatever I need to, in order to make sure that happens. Iβll make sure Iβm around for her.β
He folds his hands and touches his pointer fingers to his lips. βIβm sure you will. But, I was referring to her.β
I grab his collar and shove him against the glass again. βIs that supposed to be some kind of threat? Because if you hurt her it will be the last thing you ever do.β
βI was talking about DeLuca, Jackson. You know, the man who ki lled her father.β He looks at me skeptically. βUnless she didnβt trust you enough to tell you the truth about her past.β
βI know everything.β
I release him and he fixes his collar. βThen you know that she witnessed DeLuca do it.
Now, Iβve done my very best to protect her. I brainwashed her and I manipulated the hell out of herβ¦starting with forcing her to deny to everyone who her fatherβs ki ller really was.
Iβm not proud of myself, but it needed to be done.β
He looks down at the ground. βI even went so far as to turn her into a broken girl in order to get DeLuca to forget all about her because I hoped heβd see that she was already miserable and suffering enough. Thatβs how much I love her.β
I canβt help but look at him with disgust. βSounds like you pretty much tried to kill her yourself then. Good thing sheβs a hell of a lot tougher and stronger than anyone gives her credit for.β
βShe isβ¦but sheβs no match for him. And assuming that you know how he operates, you know that he will get his payback. Itβs not a matter of ifβ¦itβs only a matter of when.
He likes his revenge best when itβs served cold. He likes to watch his prey find happiness and flourishβ¦before he swoops in and snaps their necks.β He blanches. βOr bashes their skulls in with a crowbar.β
Heβs got DeLuca pegged right, but I still canβt help but wonder. βWhat makes you think that sheβs even on his radar in the first place? Trust me, if he was waiting for the perfect opportunity heβs had a couple,β I say, recalling the two times sheβs shown up at the fight club.
βSheβs on his radar because of you, Jackson.β
I open my mouth to argue, but I canβt.
He takes the opportunity to continue, βShe showed up at his fi ght club on her own a few months ago. She got wind that he might be the owner and she was out for his bIood, Jackson.
TO Be Continued