Blame It On The Pain Episode 5
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π§ Blame It On The Pain Episode FIVE:
(Alyssa Pov)
βYeah, you like that, you sIut?β he says as he continues to pIow lnto me from behlnd.
His words reverberate through my head and I fight back the tears.
Nope. Not even a little bit.
βYeah,β I say, hoping it will all be over soon.
βWhoβs a little sIut?β he asks before I feel his entire body spasm against me.
βI am,β I whisper. All while, secretly hating myself for how true it is and for putting myself through this scenario, yet again.
All in the name of puni$hment.
Thatβs what I do, thoughβ¦thatβs how I cope. If you could even call it that.
A few more sIut shaming insults and a loud grunt laterβ¦my penance is over.
I leap off the b ed and make a beeline for the bathroom.
I force myself to look in the mirror. βYou only did it to yourself, Alyssa,β I remind myself.
I close my eyes as I run a washcloth under the warm water and proceed to clean myself up.
A moment later the door opens and arms wrap around me like tentacles.
I move my head from side to side, looking for a way out.
βThat was great, babe. Huh?β he asks while adjusting his large framed glasses on his face.
I roll my eyes against his preppy, polo shirt and give him a smile thatβs about as fake as a two dollar bill. βYup.β
I shimmy past him and nod my head toward the front door. βYou can go now,β I remind him.
He looks puzzled, which only serves to annoy me further.
I swear, every time we have sxβ¦he gets even more attached. Iβm going to have to cut him off soon.
I decide to try the nice approach with him one more time. βLook, I have a job interview today and I really need to get ready for it.β
He laughs nervously. βOh, okay. I was getting a little worried there for a second. Thought you were getting sick of me.β He takes a step forward. βWhen can I see you again? I really want to take you out on a date. I was thinking about taking you to the scienceβ¦β
Ughβ¦the walls are officially closing in on me.
I cut him off before he has a chance to finish that sentence. βLook, Brockβ¦I think we need to go over the rules of our arrangement again. Thisβ¦β I gesture between us. βIs just sx. Thatβs it. Once a weekβmaximum.β I walk toward him and cup his face in my hands. βYou are a great guyβ¦but I think this needs to end.β
Before he has a chance to argue, I continue on with my spiel. βItβs not you, itβs totally me. I just donβt think weβre looking for the same things anymore.β I give him a kss on the cheek and walk him to the front door. I unlock the door and give him a little nudge. βIβll see you around. Have a safe drive home. Buh-bye.β
I slam the door shut and chain lock it behind me.
Heβs goneβ¦crisis averted.
I fall back against the doorβ¦another innocent, harmless nerd prototype bites the dust before he reached stage 5 clinger status.
With a sigh, I walk back into the bathroom and turn on the shower.
I finish the rest of my shower, and study the clothes I laid out for the interview I have later on tonight.
I pull up my favorite tight pair of jeans over my hips and reach for my low-cut white topβ¦made all that more pronounced by my black push-up b ra. Then I blow dry my hair and apply a quick coat of lip gloss and mascara.
I shake out my long blonde hair and run my fingers through it a few times.
I glance at the clock and let out a cur$e.
Given the fact that the cityβs about two hours away in rush hour traffic, Iβm running dangerously close to being late.
And lord knows, I desperately need this job.
After throwing on my favorite leather crop jacket, I give myself a once over in the mirror again and decide Iβm ready to go.
I canβt afford to blow this opportunity.
BLAME IT ON THE PAIN : EPISODE 1 β 10
His dirt brown eyes skim over my body before landing on my chest. He rubs his chin and nods. βVery nice. Now, turn around and bend over for me, sweetheart.β
Somewhere very deep inside, my inner feminist wants to cIaw his eyes out. But then I remind myself that all Iβve got in the fridge is a container of moldy milkβ¦and cheese that looks like it will make good penicillin soon.
But that fails in comparison to the real reason I need this job.
I turn around and do what he says while he lets out a whistle. After a few moments have passed, I assume itβs safe to turn back around and my inspection is over.
He considers me for another minute or so and gives me another nod. βYouβre easy on the eyes, thatβs for sure. And you got a rockinβ body.β He holds up a cue card with a giant number on it. βThink youβll be able to manage holding these up in the cage?β he asks hesitantly.
Seriouslyβ¦is he kidding?
I maintained a 4.0 for 3 years while studying journalism and news-casting at NYU for crying out loud.
I flash him a strained smile. βGee, I donβt know, Mister. It looks awfully hard.β
He Β’ocks an eyebrow at me.
Shtβ¦I really need to learn to tone the sarcasm down every once in a while.
He clears his throat. βYou and another girl will be trading off. Youβll be in the green outfit and sheβll be in the red.β
Awe, just like Christmas, I think before he continues with his sermon.
βAnd when youβre not working the ring. Youβll be eye candy for the elite members. You are to serve them beers, whiskey, whatever their hearts desire in between rounds. Got it?β
I nod my head. βYes, sir.β
He gives me another hard look. βAnd if you do anything to draw attention to this little operation we got going on here, it will take them a week to clean your brains off the pavement.β
I shudder at his choice of words.
βGot it. The first rule of fight club is that you donβt talk about fight club.β
He shoots me a look of annoyance and mumbles something under his breath that I donβt catch.
βSo when do I start?β I ask eagerly.
He reaches into his desk drawer and pulls out two scraps of shiny green material. βIn two hours. Get ready,β he says before throwing them at me.
My mouth hangs open. βYou mean, I start tonight?β
He leans his elbows against the desk. βThat gonna be a problem for you?β
I quickly shake my head. βNo. I would have just come more prepared if I had known is all.β
He extends his thumb in the direction of the hallway. βDown the hall and to the left thereβs a dressing room for the ring girls. There is makeup and all that other girly shit in there.β He glances at his watch. βIn fact, Lou-Lou should be in there getting ready right now. I suggest you make nice with her. The only fi ghts we like around here are the ones that bring in money. Not no prissy cat fi ghts. Last girl got fired for that,β he warns.
βYou wonβt have a problem,β I assure him. I make for the door when I abruptly turn around. βUm. So how much does this gig pay anyway?β
He chuckles. βWell, youβll only be working one weekend night, every two weeks,β he says. My excitement sinks with those words. βBut, youβll be making $800 for the nightβ¦plus tips.β
I give him a genuine smile this time before I begin walking down the hallway.
TO BE CONTINUED