Blame It On The Pain Episode 47
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π§ Blame It On The Pain FORTY SEVEN:
(Alyssa)
Shane nudges my hip as he leans in and whispers, βI thought you said he didnβt want to talk to you?β
My eyes scan the bar before landing on Jackson. Heβs standing in the back playing a game of darts, by himself. Probably wishing it was my face that made up the board.
I exhale sharply as I take in the way his gray henley shirt stretches across his broad chest and outlines the muscles of his arms.
I force myself not to let my gaze drop to his faded blue jeans, which I have no doubt fit his a ss and strong thighs perfectly.
My eyes betray me anywayβ¦and dmmit, I was right. They totally do.
βHe doesnβt.β I shrug. βHe still hasnβt said a word to me.β
And itβs not like itβs because the bar is so crowded or anything. We have a few customers, but there are plenty of seats at the bar.
Which he has yet to walk up toβ¦because he still has yet to order a drink.
Which can only mean one thing. Heβs here to see me.
And heβs been doing plenty of that because, over the last two hours, Iβve caught him stealing glances at me 32 different times now.
Make that 33.
Those gray eyes of his are burning into me yet again, heating my entire body with a single look.
The corners of his lips twitch. And thatβs when I know. He totally caught me checking him out just a second ago.
My mouth goes dry when his own eyes drop down, then slowly drag back up my body seductively, finally landing on my face. My brain fizzles.
The βthis is your brain on drugsβ warning, should also issue a βthis is your brain when Jackson Reid looks at you like that,β warning.
βHeβs been here four nights in a row,β Shane says. βI donβt understand why he wonβt speak to you. Want me to kick him out?β
βAbsolutely not,β I reply.
Jackson might not be talking to me, but the fact that heβs been here night after night watching me tells me something.
He still has feelings for me. Feelings that some part of him canβt ignore.
Either that, or he wants to see if Ford will show up here. Maybe, see if I was telling him the truth the other day.
I knew I hurt himβ¦but even I wasnβt aware of just how much I hurt him until his drunken outburst happened and our last conversation took place.
I wish he would just let me explain everythingβ¦I know it wonβt be easy for him to hear, but for some reason, he wonβt let that happen.
βYou gonna be okay to close up by yourself?β Shane asks while casting a look in Jacksonβs direction.
I glance at the clock, I didnβt realize that it was time for last call already. βIβll be fine.β
We announce last call and Shane and the last few stragglers leave.
With the exception of Jacksonβ¦because Iβm certainly not kicking him out. Plus, heβll have no choice but to speak to me if weβre the only two people here.
I walk to the door and proceed to lock up and put the alarm on.
Iβm wondering why Jackson doesnβt leave when he sees me doing this, but he doesnβt seem to care that Iβm closing the bar.
I turn off the lights above the bar but make sure to keep the one on in the back where he is.
I walk over to him, my heart beating like a jackhammer the whole time.
βI like your hair,β he murmurs in my direction.
Itβs such a random statement, but Iβll take it. I open my mouth to say thanks, but he gives me a hard look effectively silencing me.
His jaw ticks and he goes back to playing his game of darts. βI hate that you used me that night,β he says before throwing a dart at the board.
He hits a bullseye.
βIβm sorry.β
He pulls the dart out and takes a step back. βI hate that I watched the video.β
He throws another dart, bullseye.
TO Be Continued